i destress-ed.

sung by me, though not really good cos i haven master the song…

sighs.

feeling stressed with every single shit happening around me now.

i wish i was smarter, richer.
then all these shit won’t happen.
but i’m not.

randomizing.

mugging and working hard.

for my future.

i miss baby.
i wan him home.

i’m dead.

i dunno a shit about econs.
i look at the questions and i stare at them for a very long time.
soma mama didn’t teach us how to solve,
no examples in lecture notes on how to solve,
and the jc peeps have quick minds on econs since they took it for 2 years and score with flying colours,
i’m in different tut class from them somemore.
i’m dead.
help me before i die.

so many things ongoing;
work, cca x2, loads of tutorials

and i miss baby so much.
i go into a daze often thinking of his hugs.
i want baby.

went to listen to some Kenny G’s songs;
and it reminded me that valentines’ day coming!

play this before reading below haha,
see if you share my sentiments!

here’s one to share;

it reminds me of a very classy candlelight dinner with the table right at the waves of the sea (:
and me and dar looking deeply into each other’s eyes…
with the gentle breeze from the sea slowly sweeping our hair,
holding a glass of champagne each and smiling

like this, but closer to the waves of cos;
don’t want to see kampong house and grey sea,
i want blue sea :p
damn this looks exactly like sg, tree also brazen one.
how nice if it has leaves and has many colourful balloons hung on it.

love how this song pulls me away from reality HAHA.

 

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my dreamboard! :)

My dreamboard, all done up.

 

i took 3 days to find all the pictures that i need!
none of the below is photoshopped, they are real cut-out pics from magazines, some printed.

i purposely put me and baby’s neoprint picture as a stamp.
cos we gonna work towards all these together (:
we gonna deliver this into reality (:
i can’t wait to get married to my boy! 
- blushes -

my need is my degree,
my wants are ;
a classic watch, a DSLR, and countless travelling and many branded bags.
(think miumiu and longchamp! )

and my long term wants and what i really want most are the bottom 4 pictures.
a warm home (logo house come alive!), glennie baby, and a beetle.
previously wanted jazz/fit because it’s more practical,
but decided to dream about something bigger so that i can work harder towards it.
yes, a convertible volkswagen beetle.
although i know it’s not powerful, but i like!
and and and,
i want eyelashes on my beetle’s eyes

(click on image to enlarge)

加油, 陈梦琳 !

 

hai pai tian xin 13th episode out tonight!
yiiippppeeee! can’t wait!

♥ Maureen

Self-manufactured sample arrives!

yiipppppeeee!

our self manufactured sample is here! with some amendments the whole bulk will be ready by early feb weeee!
excited! it’s beautiful!

my dear friends please support okay!

sneak preview here!
will manufacture in more colours if response is good!

 

yawns.

i’m sleepy!

Baby’s gone to NZ :(

baby has gone to nz for a good 3 weeks to exercise for the fucking army.
he had to go even though he will suffer adverse reactions in the cold due to his bad nose.

argh. i hope he’ll come back safe and sound, and healthy.

tutorials start week 3! then new year at week 6, then mid terms at week 8.
am pending the hard work after then.

having a badddd headache.

i dont know how am i going to die with these modules this sem,
econs, stats, finance, mgmt sci and marketing.

i pray and pray everything will go well.

 

One more week!

this, is monday.

most of my other friends have started school!
while i have one more week to kick in the mood for studies especially after my horrid results.

i guess i really need sometime to settle into the environment.

my timetable is a killerrrrrrrr on thursday!
the system is down again, so i can’t upload it, argh.

for the past few days, i was at a chalet with dar’s bike friends and some of their girlfriends.
mahjong-ed most of the time and we went to an abandoned Sports Complex

it’s my first time going to such places,
and oh my, it’s really unimaginable.
a few of them checked out the place in the day and cut a hole in the fence to go in.
it looks totally like those ghostly shows,
the first image i saw was dark outlined building with overgrown grass and dense tresses.
dark with stale air, creaking door hinges, unknowing corners, scarred and spider-webbed walls,
and the floors all clumped with dead leaves and abandoned wooden planks
my heart thumped so loud each time we turned into a corner,
and trying to opening all the rusty stuck doors, going into corridors after corridors.
some of us heard something in a room, but resisted talking about it till we were out,
when we were leaving, we noticed a lited room all the way at the top,
they wanted to check it out although i was already feeling very uneasy,
then one of them suddenly said, ’stop and turn around’ cos he felt chills.
one of us even heard a girl singing when we were out.
it’s incredible. i can’t believe i mustered up the courage to walk in.

afterwards they insisted on going to Old Changi Hospital.
initally agreed to go in as well,
but at the main entrance, we heard a glass bottle being smashed eerily loud.
and that’s it, it was the last straw.
so me and other girl backed out.
they were saying it might be drug addicts, but i couldn’t bring myself to step in,
when they came out, they were saying the whole place had changed, all rooms looked the same and repainted,
and not as scary as before.

STILL, hospitals are eerie!

then when we went back to the chalet we started talking about ghost stories.
and most of them are real life or friends’ encounters.
so into it that we started hearing some female voice speaking.
but it maybe due to being paranoid.
really eerie.

well well, update again!

maureen’s 2009.

year 2009 is a huge stepping stone of my life!

i don’t know how long will this post be, but, let’s start from January!

basically from Jan – Aug i was slogging away at NYP!
met a great bunch of people and also realised that out there, you cant really tell who’s real or fake.
and the best thing is, the things only came to light after leaving the workplace.
it’s scary.
from then on, it became harder and harder to trust people.
really, humans have complicating minds.
and it takes a great deal of time to manipulate them.
but anyway, putting this aside,
there are still some good friends i have made out of my journey in nyp!
and am seriously glad that we’re still in contact now!
love them deep deep please! (:

EDIT!

June 16 - got my driving license!

 

so straight jump to August okay! muahhaa.

August 5th, orientation week, still remember super vividly cos it has been so long since i had an ORIENTATION.

i hope on the day i graduate, i won’t regret the decision to further my studies in NUS biz.
although i do still have that small tinge of regret.
met these great bunch of 19 year-olds!
although sometimes there may be a bit of generation gap,
but still got on surprisingly well with them!
limin being the first friend i know and now a concurrent partner of dz (:
we had some small and great fights here and there but i believe it’s the growth of a blossoming friendship,
and that’ll be how we understand each other in times to come! (:
i seriously can’t wait to grad already. LOL.

also celebrated our 2-year anniversary with baby this august 24!
this boy is so special,  i just love everything about him,
especially his smile
it’s amazing how much i have come to accept his rebellious ways,
and how much i am still in love with him

2007

2008

last day on 2009

thanks baby, for going through everything with me,
i’m seriously looking forward to our future

September, mr snowie turns 1!

my stupid cat! loveee him to bits,
love how he always manage to brighten up the household.
credits x100000 to him

 

October, i turned 21!
ZOMG FINALLY.

i’ve reached this stage call adulthood.
and i’m looking forward to being 28, 29 years old!
that’ll be my dream coming true!
getting married, settling down with the one i love.
i’ll just definitely cry and cry on that day cos i won’t believe that day has finally come!
i really hope ‘2012′ won’t come. else my dream won’t ever come true.

december, my first real break in 16 mths!
holidays, so that’s what that is,
totally immensing myself in pure enjoyment!

had our amazing food hunt #7 on 30 dec! – Kenny Rogers!

spent xmas mahjonging, spent new year’s eve at clarke quay,
for the first time, counting down at a night place.

haha. i concede defeat. i HATE crowded places.
never again.

 and did a jigsaw with baby tgt for the FIRST time too!
i wanted us to write a message beneath the jigsaw pieces on the board so that whenever we look at the jigsaw,
we know it has something special within
his one damn emo LOL

completed on 1/1/2010!

it’s waiting to be hung now!

my new year resolution;

divazelle to soar!
dear to ORD and be merry!
me, to study smart, not hard, and for results to improve!
and i wanna learn something new, be it a musical instrument, or mastering a design software.
and, i need to secure an internship! else i’ll be broke broke broke!

 

now i’m hot on heels over this new taiwan show!
it’s super highly rated!
i believe it’s even more highly rated than Fated I Love You!
none other than our fav drama idols Rainie and Show acting!
first time partnering together for this uber funny and lighthearted show…

海派甜心 Hi My SweetHeart!

Opening song by Show Luo.
Rainie acts as a violent girl this time!
i couldn’t really accept this image of her at first but slowly come to accept!
i think she’s really pretty towards the end, i want her hair! :)

there’s also another gorgeous babe called Maggie Wu, acting as ‘Mo Li’ in the show,
i swear she’s the prettiest taiwan actress i ever seen.
watch it to be mesmerized haha.

Rainie’s ending sentimental song.

i think i’m becoming huge fans of them!
love the songs featured in this show,
what more with Show and Rainie later on collaborating for a duet

worse thing is

NOT ALL EPISODES ARE OUT !

arghh. 03 jan is only the 10th episode. and it’s only coming out 1 every week.
it’s good to have something to look forward to every week.
but for me, i guess i needa wait then i can chiong all!

go watch go watch!
you wont’ regret!
i hope i got you excited! watch itttttttttttt!
sometimes i just can’t get enough of these shows.
they immense you in their world and i do really feel like refusing to go back to my world.
LOL.

happy new year!